Monday
Went to Uncle Johnny's father's funeral. Nicholas and Dean was there too. Nicholas' sister, Andrea was there too. Thought she was Sec2 or 3. She very tall. Then she 2009 only Sec1. She very pretty. Hahah. Don't think YY. Then we burned the joss paper. Cabbed home at 12 or 1. Slept.
Tuesday.
Bused to Toa Payoh arnd 6pm. Had "Tiao Dang'', then more people came. Thanks? Burned more joss paper and chatted with Andrea, Nicholas, Dean, Daphne and Leanne. Cabbed home at 2. Somehow i feel quite sad about the death of Gong Gong. Pondered abt it awhile and didn't sleep all night until 5am. Zzz. Andrea's right. 时间受不了事实.
Wednesday.
Woke up at 1. Told mum i go Toa Payoh to help out first. *I forgot which day i cut my hair.* Bused and reached arnd 3. Burned more joss paper and played with Dean's PSP. Then me, Nicholas, Dean and Leanne played with a cat with strings. We run with the long string then it chased the string like a predator chasing prey. Hahah. Homed at 1. Slept soon after that.
Thursday.
Woke up at 9. Tmr school reopen alrd. Should i go? Or should i go to Toa Payoh? Decided to go to school before coming home to bathe and go to Toa Payoh. Didn't do anything much during the afternoon. Slept and was deep in thinking that i was like sleeping with my eyes wide open without a single movement. Just tears flowing down. I don't know why. I can't control myself. Arghh!! Soon i'll have a emotional breakdown. Crap. Went to Toa Payoh. "Tiao Dang"and the adults and us cried. It's natural. && we burned more joss paper. My hand was burnt. Didn't tell anyone. Then somemore burning of joss paper. Dean is crap. You suck uhs. Homed at 11. Slept at 3. And cried. D;
Friday.
Went to school. It was normal. F*ck teachers luhs. Give those bloody talks. Recess-ed at 9.30. Very early :D My fringe was caught by Sharin. Wtf. I shouldn't have bowed. F*ck you Shaun. Push me for? Spot check didn't catch me. Said goodbye to teacher. Bowed a lil' bit. Shaun pushed me until i fell straight down. When i lifted my head up, Sharin said,"Rayson, finally I saw it. Your hair is unacceptable. Get it cut by Monday." Felt like whacking Shaun up. Then bused to hougang mall to layer my fringe then went to topup Ez-link. Andrea was worrying too much. She said her school ended at 2.30. She ended school at 1. -.- Then she said she needed to rest before heading over to Toa Payoh, arnd 3 plus she will go. I told her i might go first. I reached arnd 3 plus. Slept on the bus. Lol. Reached at arnd 3.30. Andrea said she would need to rest, so she will come at 4 plus. So me and Nicholas(He slept overnight at Toa Payoh and skipped school) went to burn the joss paper. Andrea sms-ed me at 4.56, saying she finally is leaving the house lerh. "Youdelay very long still say i luo suo. ):" She reached arnd 5.15 like that. Monks came. Then alot people cried. They brought the paper mansion
and car to opp. the road. Then started burning that time everyone cried very very loudly. -It was devastating. After that. Smile everyone(: Everything was so so okay for now. Gong Gong alrd starting to decompose. It's the last night tonight. I wanted to sleep over at first. Then played Nicholas' Psp until i slept. 2am mummy woke me up to go home sleep. Zzz. I sleep so soundly alrd wake me up zzz. Suck manzsxzxz. Cabbed home, I was crying but i pretended to sleep. Didn't want anyone to see. Still need to bathe, might as well don't need to sleep alrd. Bathe alrd so awake how to sleep. Slept and cried. "Why must you control me? I'm alrd old enough, I can alrd take care of myself! Stop controlling my life, for god's sake."
Saturday/Today.
Woke up at 9.51am. At 10 plus bused to Toa Payoh. Today is the day we cremate Gong Gong. Then a band came. Followed by a don't know what kind of band or smth smacking their drums and cymbals which is equivalent to smacking my eardrums! -.- Then we went to Jalan Rajah first cause the adults want to take their cars. Then went to Mandai Crematorium. After that Gong Gong was being cremated everyone cried their hearts out. Andrea even cried until she said she wanted to go in and get Gong Gong out. She really missed him truckloads. Then she was too weak to go to the temple so we went back to Toa Payoh. She almost fainted just now. Then everything got better. -I hope so. Then i lied down on the bench cause we took a hired bus to Mandai then it was very bumpy during the ride. I got a headache so i lied down there. Then not sure why, i was tilted off the bench and fell off it onto the grass. Ouch! Fell on my head, making my headache worse. F*ck. Then got an ice pack to put on my head. I was okay till then, just crying because of the pain and Gong Gong. Then we cleaned up the multi-purpose hall, before returning back. Bused back to Kovan at 6 plus, while Andrea, Nicholas and Leanne went to Vincent Korkor house. No mood to eat dinner, until my parents forced me to eat smth. I ate Chicken Cutlet :D Yum. Homed after that. Bathed and cried. Then went to Andrea's blog. See her post i also cried a lil'. It's really very sad. Okay. Going off now. It's alrd 12.23am. This post might be the longest post i have written. And i cried for at least 4-5 times while writing this post. (Btw, opened the HongBao Vincent Korkor gave me. Wow. $20! :D Okay. Using maybe only half. The rest for mahjong and Ban Lut during Chinese New Year :D Bye people.
Gong Gong, Rest In Peace.
