Oolala :D

Ugh, i really don't know what to do now, i'm seriously at a loss. i know everything you did was fr my benefit, fr my own good. i know you don't wanna hurt me, but doing this, you, sacrificing almost everything fr me, i don't want all this, i don't. I'm the one who's supposed to make all these sacrifices, i'm the one who's supposed to make sure you're happy. But now, you're so emotional, and yet, i can't be the one beside you to cheer you up, to be your listening ear, to lend a shoulder fr you to lean on. i'm seriously such a failure, i can't even prevent my tears. I'm a 15yearoldboy, alrdy considered a man, and yet? i want nothing, i just want you. yes, i'm siao. maybe it's because i'm crying, while posting this blogpost. Babyspongebob, y'know, you're the one that i badly want to text every morning, but i'm afraid i'm disturbing you or smth, or maybe, you're not in the mood, and all i can say is a cheer up. I badly want to be by your side to cheer you up, to entertain you when you're bored, to lend you a shoulder when you're feeling down. But now, i'm useless, i can't do a single thing right. It's day 5 tomorrow, and it's also the number of days we've been together. Babyspongebob, iloveyou, ): ♥